How I Feel This Morning

Why? Because of THIS GIRL. She looks sweet and innocent, but really she's got an evil plan to kill me hidden under that innocence.

So.....kettle bells is a serious workout that's seriously good for your "core". Since my "core" is the place most suffering since I spend all my time sitting in my office chair, I decided that kettle bells would be an awesome help for that. And since there were classes happening once a week AT my office, I could hardly NOT go. But! Classes hadn't happened in a long time, and then when my good friend picked them up again, they were scheduled during my weekly Thursday "someone please let me eat lunch now" phone calls. So I'd been marginally using my bell at home, but really only passively as compared to the past. This week, however, class was on Wednesday. I'd been feeling particularly out-of-shape, so I definitely decided to go. And now (it's worse 2 days later than 1 day later) I'm sincerely regretting that decision. There's conflicting emotions inside of me currently waging war. The one thinks,"When this is all over, you'll be happier for it." While the other (which usually only kicks in anytime I try to move around) thinks, "Are you SERIOUS?!?! Please never do that again." That second thing it thinks is, "I can't believe you're giving someone $10 dollars to cause you this much pain!!! That's seriously masochistic." I become more inclined to agree with every passing occasion that I need to take the stairs. Still not sure how I'm going to get out of my house this morning.